=these are the photos of the school that i teach in as an english teacher...=Ming Da xiaoxue=

=these are the photos of dayan pagoda...with my boy,alimzhan....=

=life in china---->part 2=

my life has never been better. My life's great. The time passes by quickly. I'm having a hard time learning chinese. but i've had some great chinese friends aka tutors. Rmbr the guy,alimzhan??? He admitted that he liked me. Jesus!!!

He's really a nice guy. Every of his mannerisms & style=every girl's dream. Only problem's between us is communciation. I feel protected when I'm with him. The most Mr Perfect Guy I've ever met.

I'm moving slow. I really like him too. but the age's a factor between us. yeap. he turned out to be younger than me. A really shocker. He doesnt look younger than me. Yeap. But he's really the guy to die for. I'm serious. We are good friends.

Ahhh,my childhood friend who's a british army recently came to Nepal on a short visit. He emailed me to inform him about his wherebouts. yeap. He said he'll be waiting for me if i'm waiting for him. ~Geez. Why am I always in a tight spot! Darn. Anyways,I replied back to him already.

I'm having great fun in xi'an man. I'm steadily picking up the chinese language. My primary sch kids are driving both me & my "sis" nuts. Big time. Ahahahha. But they r a joy to teach. Kekekek. There was this time when I tried to pronounce sth in chinese "lao shi" which is suppose to mean teacher but it ended up meaning "mouse". Embarrassing piece of shit. Kekekkee.

I'm eating alot and going to the toilet alot of times as well. kekekke...

i love my friend who's also my roommate & my lil "angel".

I love my hostel room & the workers there. One of them gave me a very nice gift for my birthday. Such a touching gesture.

I love the english corner baby!!! kekekke...I regret not taking english seriously but hey,i'm gonna brush up on that!!! * smirks*

I love my seniors!!! They r soooo friendly!!!! my university & I share the same birthday. *destiny* keekkeke

I had a great time on my birthday man.....*a blast*

I heard that the situation's really bad in nepal..riots happening everywhere...blearghhh~

alrighty...i'll take more pics of the area around...here's some at the moment...

rada,signing out...

god bless...

p/s: hey guys,i'll be getting my china mail add very soon so yeap,mail me ya!!!! *waves* u guys can call me if u have money la & if u r free at this number---->008613110446377 my cheena mobile no!!! free incoming baby!!

=confusion=

I think I'm in wruff...

More on this...

=life in china=

so what's been up this days?

the chinese classes have started...apparently,i'm a mth late for class. it's beenn 2 days learning chinese. I'm having fun learning the language but it's hard work. really diffcult. I like my room. hehehe. Me & my roomate whom i call her nano's decorated it really well. I miss nepali food. I dun like chinese food a wee bit except for the spicy ones. kekekke.

my class's a great fun. i've got classmates all over the world. Japan,korea,england,spain & kazakhstan . I've got a crush on this guy from kazakhstan. Alimzhan's my classmate. he's the perfect gentleman. A real eye-candy & has a physique to die for. kekekee. I'll post his photos the next time. yeap.

We went clubbing on my bday. ordered chivas & had fun dancing. the only bad thing was the music that they played. techno!!! how i hate techno& house. but the DJs played some hip hop in the end. ALL my new friends were invited to my so called party. The bill came to a huge amount but ya,it was worth it. Alim was there as well. we drank our hearts out & danced with each other. He sent me 6 smses while we were in the club. Hahahaha. He admitted he liked me & respected me. So sweet. On that night,he disappeared for a while & when he finally turned up, he surprised me with a yellow rose. Romantic guy. He knows russian as well. He's every girl's dream guy. I'm serious. When out on the roads, every girl's gaze falls on him. But he's the sweetest thing on earth.

i'll describe more on my other blog. and another thing. i cant post my messages at my chatbox cos.....the program here is in chinese and my blog site doesnt open. arghhh...

i've got a part-time job as a sch teacher at a local sch. kekeke. will tell u more.

alrite that's it for now...
gottta go now...

rada..
maucks...

=exciting affair=

I'm havent got the time to settle down and write my blog.Here I am finally settled down listening to a feel good hindi song & writing my blog. so what's up for me nowadays?

I'm finally in Xi'an province. It's a beautiful city. I found out from some of the locals that they consider this province a higer sub urban area. It's clean & hip city. Peace & tranquility. The people here are quite helpful but they often run away from u when u start speaking english.

Let me start from the begining. My parents & my younger brother came to the nepalese airport to send me off. I was overwhelmed by the emotions that my "dam" of tears burst. My eyes were literally clouded by tears. Everyone was there,our usual 4 group members. When we finally touched down to Shanghai,we called the person who's suppose to bring us to Xi'an. After an hour,he came. We were surprised to see him. He didnt look like a trainee doc at all. He's our senior. Looks can be deceiving ay? there were more surprises install for us. Kekkee. Anyways,the 1st mistake we made was to buy a SIM card without consulting the senior. I found out that it was damn expensive. Tsk tsk.

Anyhoo,the total plane journey from kathmandu to shanghai lasted for nearly 5 hours. & we had to take another domestic flight to Xian province which was another hmmm 2 hours more. I was totally shagged. & the most dreaded part was that the chinese people do not SPEAK english. Arghhh. Boy,i had a hard time here in Xi'an. Fortunately for us,we had the senior to arrange things for us. He could speak fluent chinese. we were so impressed. Later on we found out that he had passed the HSK chinese proficiency test at a secondary level. Very impressive indeed.

The chinese food was an unexpected shock as well. I always used to think that the chinese people eats bland food. but yea,man was the food spicy like hell just like thai style. Yummy. Hehhehe.

Internet's very cheap down here. Super cheap but everything's in chinese. The whole window XP. I always have to trouble the chinese personnel working there. One bad point about the cyber's that the pc's dun usually have MSN. so we have to download the MSN each time we use a different pc.

Some of the people mistook us for chinese. My nanoo (madhuri) & me & one of the dada (rajendra). So far,we have been sight-seeing. Classes are gonna start from monday onwards. Xi'an city's fabulous. Shopping can be loads of fun if U HAVE $$$. i want a job so badly. ~bleargh. And i dun wanna lose anymore weight. I dun look nice looking skinny--->i just realised it.

Home sick...I'm so home-sick. I miss my parents & my bros. I just realised how important my parents are to me. I'm trying not to spend money like I would elsewhere. It's so depressing to WINDOW-SHOP & not to buy. HUrffff. anyhoo,i realised that the chinese people here dont know english much so if u speak english, u are automatically the star!!! Hahhaha..I'm serious.

I went to the english corner at my hostel. Right now,i live at the foreign international language university. the engish corner's held every thursday. zillions of chinese people come here to converse with each other in english so as to improve their english. so being a foreign obviously an advantage. coming to china has improved my english tremandously---->in the spoken area,oral. I met some cute guys there. Thank god. ever since i came here,i havent spot a single good looking guys. Jesus. This is a good thing for me as well as a bad thing. Tsk tsk. and i've noticed that chinese people have bad breath---in china. No offence. oh,the cute guys are from some province in china and they r a minority but THEY SPEAK FLUENT ENGLISH WITH AN AMERICAN SLANG. i was so grateful. plus they are muslim. Hehehehe. ANyhoo,i took down their numbers just in case.

I played basketball at the campus. The rest of the nepalese seniors are so niceeeeeeeee. one of the senior bought Mac Donalds burger for us. Yummy!!! Yeap. I've bought a satin nightgown in pink. muahahhaaha. my roommate,madhuri whom i call nanu's such a sweetheart. She's always so cheerful & an absolute darling. Her english's damn good. Mine pales in comparison to hers. Tsk tsk. ahahhaa. Pretty girl.

I dunnoe why but i feel old. i dun feel like interacting with the people..make friends. tsk tsk* i'm becoming a hermit..an introvert. yikes. that's a total opposite of my old self. and someone commented that i dun have a bod which is very sad. i dun wanna be skinny already. i wanna be fit,just nice. gain some weight and exercise. yeap. fat is better that skinny. hurff.

I've to take 6mths chinese language course & pass the test b4 i can enter the medical course. yeap. that's gonna be tough. i wanna work in the asian countries such as hongkong or singapore.yeap. for that,i've to be efficent,be a top student. I've to work hard.

I'm going clubbing this week. next week,the classes are gonna study so i've to devote my time entirely on studies.

I went to pizza hut. Gawrd!! that was my 1st visit after so many months since i was back from singapore.

I've been picking up some chinese phrases which i realise is different from s'pore mandrain.

that's it for now. i'm feeling sick. down with a mild sorethroat. bleargh.

urs truly,moody banana.
rada
signing out!

=Mood Swings---->negative vibes=

Listening to Hindi songs.."aashiq banaya aapna"---->u have made me lover *tat's a direct translation. There's a hindi singer name "Himesh Reshammiya" which is a damn good singer. I wruff listening to his songs nowadays. Sometimes,I wonder why the fellow's wearing a cap all the time. *raises eyebrow*

Anyways,I'm feeling really down. Partly becos I miss my maternal grandma so much & I heard that she's not feeling well. I'll definetely not be going to China with a happy soul. Another problem--->I cant get hold of the "No-Objection" Letter which's an important letter to go abroad to study. It's needed in the banks to exchange the required dollars for the abroad overseas. According to the NMC, one needs a chemistry,physics,biology at an A-level to do MBBS. The rule's so restricted & it doesnt give chances to those people who wants to do medicine. I dunnoe what it is gonna be this coming tuesday.*shivers* I could be refused flight to China at the Royal Nepal Airport if...the immigration officer's rigid & asks for the " "No-Objection" Letter which I dont have yet. The NMC people will be sitting a meeting to discuss this but this meeting will not take place till maybe a month? Anyways,I'll be trying my luck for the last time tmr. See what happens.

My hair!!! Bloody straightening cream kinda spoilt my hair. I was so damn pissed. Arghh. I had to colour my hair again but now my hair's in a delicate state. Damaged! I gotta revive it by taking real good care of it. Hurff!

I feel so stressed out suddenly. Maybe pressurized? I've been pigging out due to that. Yea, I tend to stuff myself with food when I'm down & out, or simply stressed out. =( Not a good practice rite?

Hmm,I'm finally almost done packing my suitcase. I'm left with my hand luggage. I really want to include my hair curler but I'm out of weight! Hurff! Bummer!!!

Load shedding's back *load shedding---->a practice whereby the electricity goes every twice timing in a day to conserve electricity. Water & electricity's depleting in Nepal due to lack of rain. Yea, it didnt rain for 4 mths when finally it rained 2 days in a row recently. It was a disappointing drizzle *heaves a big ~Sigh*
Anyways,load shedding's back & it seems that my fav hobby has become taking pics in the dark with my canon ixus digi cam *yawns*. I've spent my free time sun tanning,playing with tommy & editing pics using adobe photoshop & ulead programs.

Ahh,recently I went to take a passport size photo. I ordered 20 pieces cos' it's needed in China as well. I was told to prepare those. The photo turned out to be a disaster,not at all like what expected ah. Disappointing man! Now I've to carry that ugly pic everywhere. Hurff.

See what I mean. A list of Eeky-Yucky things happening to me *shrugs*

Ahh,I met cassie online recently. I had fun chatting with her. Lolx. Some X-rated topics popped out. Hilarious. I still havnt got ur letter dear. F**K the postal system here & also the *&^*&^*& post office. Hurff. Hey cassie, I want a powder & face brush can? For my birthday? Hahaha.

Poor kali maya...She's still buried in a 6 feet pile of assigments.*Psst,she's only a 5 feet I tink* Muahaha. Oh yea, A BIG SHOUT OUT to my Daphhie Gurl! How' ya doing babes?

My blog site's finally in a decent state,thanks to Adel mimi. *waves*

This guy friend* we r not really close* told me that I'm pathetic to have only 1 bf. I guess it's true ah in terms of numerics. Come to think about it------>I feel that I was All along afraid to commit ah...& I finally gave chance to Hahn who happened to be my only 1st & also last bf. *Btw,it could have been our 2 years anniversary today*

I've had enough of serious relationship *I think I've already mentioned this in my last entry* Now,I'm up for an open relationship =) Best for me! Heh~ I dun wanna be tied down. I'll be settling for arranged marriage later on *winks* Pakcik, u up for it? Lolx.

Ahh,the Uk army childhood fren? Rmbr him?> Sadly,I've had no news of him already. Ahahaha. It doesnt bother me though. I just wonder when we'll cross each other's path again. Fate...it's really a unpredicatble thing. A box of paradox waiting to unlease all kinda chaos.

I went to visit my friend,Rachhie who happens to stay at the other side of the city. Jeez, the journey's took me about an hour? Yeap. I went with my youngest brother in his bike *rachhie's bro's my bro's friend as well * God! It was a harrowing ride to her house. As my bro got his license only recenly, he isnt a experienced ride & TRUST ME, he doesnt know the roads here in Nepal,we took the map along. Ahahaa. We had a near accident with a f**king jeep rider.We were keeping to our lane when He came speeding frm the opposite direction & zipped into our lane & then zipped out.I hate those drivers who thinks that they own the whole road to themselves. RETARDED PEEPS!!! At some point,the bike stalled in the middle of the road & he had to kick start on the spot quickly as the bike's required to be brought to neutral to be able to use the electric starter. Later on,he told me that he was sweating his arse off *He perspires a lot. I dunnoe why. Even when he sits down to write,the page of the book will be drenced in his sweat! Yucks* We got lost for a while * I'm very bad at directions..I really am. Tsk tsk*

Anyhoo,we had lotsa fun when we got to Rachhie's house. We sat down & talked our hearts off. Soon it was time to leave. We said our final goodbyes to each other.

I've yet to check my letterbox again. Will do it soon before I leave for China.

I've had some guests over at my place. My mum's relatives & my dad's side. I got to meet my paternal grandma at least.

My dad raised his voice at me. Yea,I felt angry but I guess I was cool within few mins. I know my dad too well. He has a quick temper partly owning that to his highblood pressure.

Later on at nite,my dad apologized. My dad bought gin & everyone tried including my grandma who had brandy 1st & then gin. Power man! She's 82 years of age& still going strong. I love her to bits. She's so cute, U know. She sings when she's gets tipsy. Haha.

I was damn tempted to eat boar meat today.*boar's meat a pork rite?* In the end, I couldnt bring myself to eat it. I immediately thought of Cassie when we went to Crystal Jade at Suntec City*was it crystal jade? anyways,it was some chinese restuarant* when I was in S'pore. She ordered this siew mia or dumplings made of pork fillings & she was tempting me to eat those. Hahaha.

My guy cousin's one of my guest now & my whole family went for an evening walk. I walked past the football field. It was the same guys again. I always see them around & I awalys feel that they stare at me right through my bones *shivers* There's this particular guy. He's cute no doubt. He's got this bad ass look which any woman would die for. I always get the feeling of being watched by him. There was this time when I was walking down the street & he was on his bike with his group of friends surrounding him. I was chatting with my auntie while looking at him & I was smiling at my auntie's comments. He too caught my eyes & When he was about to take off, I swear he looked straight at me & flashed a huge smile. Hahhaa. I didnt know how to react so I maintained my smile which this time round was meant for him.

I bought some hair accessories & did braided my hair into two just like a lil school girl. He commented that I looked good---cute today with that hairstyle & should wear that style more often. Ahahaha. He's into cute demure looking girls man. Lolx.

I met my cousin out on the streets. She was shocked to see my hair colour but commended that it looked nice. So far,I've had positive feedback about my hair colour la. It's a fresh new change for me. Heh.

I've got blessings from my relatives to study hard & well & to fulfill my ambition. A wonderful feeling. Nothing beats that.

The damn cyber cafe was packed today. It's saturday after all. Pissed that I couldnt use the com. *grumbles*

My maternal grandma's down with flu virus!!! Arghh. Damn it. I cant visit her at all. I'm at my wits end. I really miss her...ALOT...The feeling of longing for her...I'm scared that I might not ever see her again.*sobs*

I'll pray to GOD that my grandma & every of my relativesbe well & healthy.

I guess that's it for today. It's load shedding again.*grumbles more* I'm using my laptop utilizing the batt.*blearghh*

Gonna go to NMC tmr. See what they install for me.


Peeps,BE GOOD ya!!!
muacks,
rada-------->I hate my name man.

=Hectic Day=

Today was a hectic day. I got up early as usual & got ready to go to the Ministry of Sports & Education to request for the "No-objection letter" which is all so crucial when going abroad. My poor agent had to run here and there to get things done. Mine & one of the other girl's cases were wee bit different. According to the Nepal Medical Council(NMC), one has to have chemistry,physics & biology with a 2nd class division pass mark. I studied Medical tech frm S'pore & I guess I was the only one to have that cert & the other girl didnt take physics during her A-level. However the registar if the NMC gave us a go head to do MBBS as we were deemed qualified by them. The only problem's that they couldnt issue us a letter as a meeting between the deans had to be arranged. & This usually takes place every 10 days.We dun have time for that. At the end of the day, the work wasnt done due to the officers at the ministry being fussy about this point. This particular officer frm the ministry of sports & education asked for my agent's contact number. It was so bloody clear that he wanted some "tea-money" which in other means bribe. Till this day,my country's still plaqued by corruption & bribery.*tsk tsk* It disgusts me as well as angers me.

I had my medical examination as well. There was the x-ray part. The freaking fellow asked me where I'm going abroad & upon knowing that I did medical tech studies, advised me to do my studies here in Nepal rather than in China where I'll be spending more money.He told me that Nepal's medicine study's equally recognized and docs frm Nepal has gone to the US for employment. & then there was the blood test. Phlbotemy *i think i might spell it wrongly* I was worried that it might be painful to have my blood drawn.*it always is!!! expect for the time when Mr Sng took my blood during those poly pracs* But hey hey,SURPRISE!!! The girl was a professional!!! She did it so effortlessly that I hardly knew noticed that thewhole thing was over just like that!! In a flash!! Kekeke. And T-H-E-N...the most dreaded part ECG!!! Short form for electrocardiogram which means this test checks for ur heart rate & defects. I used to love performing ECGs on the those IMH patients when I was having my industrial attachment. But right now, the reason why i used the word "dreaded" cos I was the patient. For christ sake,this test was done by a male doc. It was bloody awkward intially but the guy was a professional.He made it so easy for me & of cos less embarrassing for the both of us.

My left eye's been infected. Bloody hell!!! Hurff. The roads or so as to say the environment here sucks big time. It's so dusty!!! & my eyes are particularly sensitive to these things. I keep rubbing my eyes constantly and to make the matters worse,I wear contact lens out with eye make-up. So imagine the damage I do to my eyes. For the 1st time after I got back home,I took off my lens,cleaned them with the solution & put on my nerdy puff specs & went to cyber cafe. Lolx. I could see those familar faces *those street guys that i always see* turned their heads. Ahahaha. I must have looked scary balls. Hehehe.

Ah...Did i mention that 4 other peeps r going to be my classmates? yeap,3 guys & 2 girls including me. The girl's a real beauty I must say. Her name's MADHURI. She's got flawless skin & she's a natural beauty unlike me. Ahahaa. A year younger than me. She was gushing over my coloured contact lens & hair. Funny girl. I dunnoe why but I cant handle compliments faceto face. I'll be a dumb ass, blushing away BUT trying to act like a COOL BANANA as usual. All thanks to the upbringing of my funky aka, the one and only fatimath spelled with M-A-T-H at that back,my sapadiya anti-gravity maldivian friend. How I miss her.

Rmbr that I mentioned about one of my "soon to be classmate guy"? Yeap! I met him today as well. He looks so much like a honkie guy man & even dresses like one. He seems older than me though. Way older. BUT CUTE!!! Lolx. I cant deny that. The other guy's super matured. Madhuri & I checked his passport which he left in our vincity & we found out that he's born in the year 1977!!! Imagine that! He's like 29 years old. The other guy,I've yet to meet him. He didnt make it for today's events.

I'm dying to buy an aviator lens!!! I wanna own them. I nearly bought one today *smirks*

Ah...I went to cyber "cafe" today. Met Kali maya online. Poor girl,she's been buried in a 6 feet assigments in melbourne. Kekeke. She was complaining that she missed having fun like she used to when we were in our poly years. Heh. And guess who I met online today...

Hahn..One and only.

I took the intiative to chat with him so that he cant accuse me of being stuck-up & fogetting him. Things were a wee bit awkward. It rose for me when he complimented me on how good I looked nowadays. How thin & hot I've become. ~Sigh. He talked about how he missed those times we had together & how he wished we had quality time together. I agreed on that. I was so caught up in jealousy and blinded by I dunnoe what that I didnt feel or understand the meaning of being loved or to love in a relationship. In a way,I'm thankful that my relationship with Hahn ended. Both of us have given a lot to each other on both of our parts. However I feel that Hahn always willop himself in self-pity which I dislike very much. On top of that,he's very accusing & sees only what he did *In other word, he tends to be narrow-minded* This relationship has taught me a lot & it has costed me a lot.

At the end of everything, we still r cool with each other. & most importantly, we r still friends. Right now, all he needs is a little time to get over me. As for me, I've gotten over him & this relationship. I've reasoned with my past & has come out to be a stronger & better person. I'm a much happier person, carefree.

I must say I'm back to square one & I've lapsed into my oh-so-flirtatious way. Gawrd,help me! Ha-ha. I've kinda decided that I dun ever want to be in a serious relationship. I dun wanna be tied down to a person. I'm more for an open relationship. Commitment scares me right now. Maybe when I get married will all these idealisms of mine disappear.

Oh yea, I coloured my hair AGAIN!!! Yeap. Burgundy colour. Blackish purple. I wrufff that colour!!! It makes me look exotic & mysterious. & CASSIEEE!!! IF U R READING THIS, i recommend u colour ur hair in this shade. It suits u. Rmbr the time when U had to colour ur hair becos of ur teacher interview session? It suit u so well. It really looked good on u. I must admit that the colour "burgundy"'s not really striking but it's unique la. Try it. =)

I'm thinking of straightening my hair too. Temporary. It's not rebonding. Dont worry. Hehehee. I'll upload the pic of my latest hairdo cum hair colour alritey?

Pakcik, my dearest pakcik...Where art thou? U seem to be freaking out boy!!! Ahahahaha. Dont worry okies? I'll update u on my latest mailing add & of cos my contact no. I'm NOT IN CHINA YET! Hahahha.

Talking about China...I'll be flying off to China this saturday if everything's done or latest by next tuesday.Night flight, 12.20am. FreAk!!! I hate night flights!!!! Feeling sad.. I'm gonna miss my close knit family. & my pup-sy tommy!!!

Oooooooh...I forgot to mention that Shuan-y guy dropped me a message in friendster. Yeap, the cute shuan guy, Cassie mimi's friend!!! Ahahhaa. I think he was the one who wanted to learn indian/bhangra dance from me. Lolx. If i ever got a chance to meet u...I'll surely teach u a thing or two, right Cassie? *winks* Hahaha. Anyways,I think he's cute la. He reminds me of Neo. Very much of Neo. Hehehe.

Ahhh...I'm gonna retire to bed now. Tmr's gonna be a busy day as well. DAY 2 of The China Fiesta. Gotta collect my medical report,my no-objection letter & do my bank drafts,traveller's check & currency exchange! Brand new day tmr...

Muacks!!!
Sweet Dreams=
Signing Out,
Rada

P/s: CASSIE DEAR!!! i've yet to receive ur mail man!!! F***K the post office in Nepal!!! Arghhhhhh...
I havnt heard frm mama in a long time...Where r u??